HOW MANY NOSEBLEEDS TIL IT BECOMES A PROBLEM ❋ a.m. kozak

i need to get outta the house, dana txts me, so i walk
to hintonburg & wait for her while i stop for lunch &
drink another coffee. i give it time but she never
comes to meet me, it was always cuz when i went to
leave the house would shrink & squeeze me in so
many blankets i couldn’t tie my shoes, & besides i was
scared—she’d tell me days later. sometimes we let ppl
act like giants to curate our skies & forget that we’re
tall, too, as mirrors crack in new places one event at a
time. i don’t know what to tell dana so i tell her to txt
me, & the next time she does it’s from t’ronno & i’m
sad we can’t go to the pot store on preston cuz it was
raided last week. i know this way dana is safe smwh
eventually she’ll bring me curry cuz i don’t eat
healthy & i’ll say thanks momma bear i can’t bear to
see you so scared i don’t care who you date so long as
you’re safe, ideally near me we can daydream our
commune i’ll even concede it can be out east so long as
you’re safe i’m willing to wait.