LISTEN YOU CAN’T DISMEMBER EVERYTHING ❋ Sarah Vandervennet

even alone
I curl my breath
sideways staring
at the surgical hands
of the tree limbs
in the wind
I didn’t even notice
my body open
so I can’t tell
what’s been removed
a comical blondeness
breezes into my face
it reminds me
of one night in Oaxaca
I want to fuck
without kissing
I want to be the sky
of a whole country
everybody remembers skies
but nobody can claim
to know them
men on the internet
buy my dirty underwear
for fifty dollars
they all ask for
something different but
we all want
the same thing