UNTITLED ❋ Candace Holmes

everybody is getting drunk and wondering
is this what it feels like to be normal and
the answer is No

i’m hiding some part of every
nonexistent timeline in my liver
an aquarium with every you

you could have been watching this you
the softest people pretend to be hard
sometimes

but sometimes it’s the opposite be careful
when i eat something i never feel
full i acquire its hunger i am swollen

a fat white cloud trying to snow trying
to return something stolen from earth
back to its home with squirming music

i curl myself around the skulls of people
who love me to soften the blizzard vibrations
of my particles trying to leave